You kind of figure, because of you,
because of all your bad actions,
he’s going to open the heavens,
rain down lightening like pocket knives
and land one straight on your head.
Maybe it is already happening. All is plummeting and God is: hitting you with health issues, cutting into finances, shredding a marriage, stabbing emotional well-being, hurting your kids, slicing out pain at work and dicing up trials for your course du jour.
And, it has to be you, right? All you have done, you deserve it. All you keep doing, it makes sense. All of your past, you get it. You are a degenerate in so many ways.
You may not hear his words from his mouth, but you certainly hear them in your head:
“Get your bad self to your room. Don’t return until you act better.”
“Get yourself together.”
“What is wrong with you?”
“You can’t do anything right.”
Exasperated, you wait to hear from him, expecting a whole lotta words on how you are a royal mess-up and a giant loser. You expect to hear a list of practial law and rules and insights and plans that you need to stick to.
Instead, a whole different picture rises – a picture that puts God’s truth first.
It is painted. Not in muted shades of pained grey, but with the spectrum of new life. It beckons you to step in and to feel the warmth, to participate in growth and to enjoy the ride, so you listen and hear things like:
1. You see all you do wrong, I see so much that you do right.
2. You’re my first love. I don’t want to hurt you, I want to prosper, grow and see my glory shine through you.
3. You see your mistakes, I see how your mistakes are the starting of new.
4. You get discouraged and defeated by relational hiccups, but I see the pauses as space for me to work.
5. You’re the child I created, I love you exactly the way you are – strengths with weaknesses, weaknesses with strengths.
6. You don’t have to have it all figured out in the today, because I have it all figured out in the tomorrow.
7. Your repentance is the start of my next best thing. You turn away and then you see me.
8. Other people acting badly, is the best chance to show holy.
9. When you turn towards me, in turn you see my kindness.
10. When you say you’re sorry (and mean it), I say, “I forgive you” (and mean it).
Staring at the image, your mind dwells on the new story:
“God’s face looks a whole lot different than mine. His love is ten times more infusive than mine. His ways are galaxies more compassionate than mine. His grace is tanks more abundant than mine.
While I look at the immediate, he sees the long-term. While I get defeated in battle, he cheers the victory over the course of the war. While I get angry, he knows that anger does not produce righteousness (Ja. 1:20)”
The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love. Ps. 145:8
The LORD is slow to anger, abounding in love and forgiving sin and rebellion. Nu. 14:8
You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to you. Ps. 86:5
Good and upright is the LORD; therefore he instructs sinners in his ways. Ps. 25:8
But with you there is forgiveness, so that we can, with reverence, serve you. Ps. 130:4
Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 1 Jo. 4:8
God calls you in.
God calls you out.
To head towards grace.
God dares you to hear him.
To listen to his true sounds.
For to know him,
is to know love.
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What sweet self talk. You may want to edit those to “You’re” or You are….though not your. The editor/SLP in me wants you to have good grammar! 😉 You often seem to be next to me on FMF. Are you truly up this early too or do you have scheduled posts? Cheers to a good Friday and a weekend filled with:
Other people acting badly, is the best chance to show holy.
Help me to choose the holy and show love. Amen!
It’s such human nature to think it’s God punishing us, but He truly is so gracious and forgiving, isn’t He?! Reminded me of a photo I saw recently about how to recognize God’s voice. It listed God’s voice on one side and Satan’s voice on the other: God calms, Satan obsesses. God convicts, Satan condemns. And so on… God really does want us “to hear Him. To listen to His true sounds.” Beautifully written. 🙂
Head towards grace…yes! Loved this post!
Thank you for reminding me that God is not at all like His human counterparts in His parenting, including me. His love really is immeasurable, bigger than big.
I love #4…”4. You get discouraged and defeated by relational hiccups, but I see the pauses as space for me to work.”
That speaks such truth to my heart in how I felt last night when my daugher’s eyes went right through me in protest of the consequence she had earned. I worry, in these moments, that our relationship will change…that we won’t be as close…I grasp for control of the conversation and feel the need to put my parental foot down.
This post today reminded me to react to those speechless moments with prayer…and give God a moment to work before I choose an action I’ll regret out of the scrambled mess of panic induced by a smarty pants seven-year-old.
God really used this to heal my heart today…thank you.
Yes! Thank you God that you are creating pauses for us. Please help us to follow you. You are doing so well Meg – keep going.
I know that God is in control of all His ways and His love. I know He loves me, after all I mean no one, absolutely NO ONE would endure the extremities of pain that Jesus suffered at the cross unless He truly loved me. So why is it I’m about to be living on the street? I mean no employer wants to hire someone who already got hurt at work! I’ve been going through this for 10 years! I am just so tired of this! I’m getting no where and have no answers at all… just attacks from satan! God Almighty PLEASE rescue me!!!!!
He does! I can’t imagine. You have been through so much. God is with you – even when you can’t see. He has you entirely. He has not allowed Satan to entirely consume you.
God is a very evil low life loser scumbag for punishing me with the single life.