Purposeful Faith

Dealing with Loss

“Kelly, this is for you,” my friend said as she extended me a gift.

In hand, I saw the pink flowers rising from a decorated tinfoil green pot. They were cute.

Yet, there was one problem, when I got home, they dried up and died out. I tried watering them; that didn’t work. I tried moving them; the plant was more than dead. So, I did what anyone would do. . . I brought them outside. Not hoping for much.

To my shock and awe, days later, something happened. . . The dried-up dead parts now sprang up again — new life. I was astounded. Seeds were underground that I could not see. There were little buds that I never noticed. This plant found incredible new growth after an apparent death.

This was the plant of new life! And the thought occurred to me that, as believers, we always have new life available to us, through Christ. Always and forevermore.

Therefore, if any person is [ingrafted] in Christ (the Messiah) he is a new creation (a new creature altogether); the old [previous moral and spiritual condition] has passed away. Behold, the fresh and new has come! (2 Cor. 5:17 AMPC)

New life is being a new creation in Christ Jesus. The old things go, as we repent, and new things are always coming for us.

“We were buried therefore with Him by the baptism into death, so that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious [power] of the Father, so we too might [habitually] live and behave in newness of life.” (Ro. 6:4 AMPC)

We habitually are walking and behaving, by His grace and empowerment, in the newness of life. This is available to all of us, even right now.

“Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.” (Jo. 12:24 NIV)

Even when it feels like we are dying, like Jesus Christ’s death, seed can still be multiplying. After Jesus rose from the dead, belief in Him spread like wildfire.

Dealing with loss and with death is extremely difficult. Absolutely, there is a time to grieve. Yet, we are wise to remember that feelings don’t determine what God is doing. We may not see life, but God still may be sprouting some wildly impactful roots underground. We may not see the buds of growth, yet they may still be healthily growing . . .

In times of hardship, don’t give up faith. We are called “believers”, after all.

And, don’t get down on yourself for being down. Remember, God can turn anything around. Maybe what looks like the death of a part of you, or a season, or a dream — is actually the new life of you.

Prayer: Father, sometimes we can’t make sense of seasons. We don’t know why things work out as they do. As we go through changes of friendships, houses, jobs and places it feels unsettling. Questions come up. But Father? We ask You now to release the comfort of the Holy Spirit for all of us who may be experiencing change, uprooting, or questions. I ask that You would, right now, give us faith. Give us faith for the new life that is found in You, our alive and working Lord and Savior, who saves, Jesus Christ. Let us walk, knowing that You are working something good. Let us believe that even in deadness, seeds are still being planted by your grace. Give us the hope not to look at what we see, but to trust You in the unseen. Give us Your eyes to see and Your heart to understand. Let us be faithful in the gaps of life that we cannot understand. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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Seeing What Is Hard to See

I sat, phone in hand. Do I text her or not text her? Am I out of line or am I doing what is right in God’s sight?

I didn’t know. But what I did know is that this man deserved more. . . He deserved more than a dirty office. . . More than dust bunnies lining his office floors. . . More than dirt and trash all over his room. . . More than thinking he’s having a normal conversation, when others are staring at filth.

My heart sank. Just because he was blind didn’t mean he should sit in filth. There were various reasons why I figured I couldn’t clean it myself, so I picked up my phone and texted his wife: “I’m sure you may not realize it, but — just a heads up — it could be a good idea to have your husband’s office cleaned.” I didn’t get a response. And, I never got a chance to go back to that office again, but I did get to thinking. . . Where might filth exist in my life? Where might I, myself, be blind to something God can clearly see? Where am I being negligent in ignoring a mess within the confines of my own life?

Because nothing is hidden from the Lord. . .

“And no creature is hidden from His sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of Him to whom we must give account.” (Heb. 4:13)W e can try to ignore something. . . We can try to act like a familiar sin is okay. . . We can try to excuse away repeated bad actions. . .

But, God sees, just like I saw this man’s office. He sees plain as day.

He doesn’t see to condemn us; He sees with a heart to save us, to help us, to lead us, to forgive us, to guide us and to shepherd us in a new way.

Sometimes, friends, the mess I think God sees in me is pride. The idea that I can protect myself by helping others to make the right decision. “If only they ___, then I’ll be okay.” “If we do ___, then I won’t have to experience ___.”

God, you see me taking my trust out of you and putting it into my good idea. I’m sorry, Father. I want to trust you to protect me and to watch over things.W hat about you, my friend? Where are your dust bunnies? What dirt and grime do you think is hidden that God may be calling you to lay bare before Him?

Do it. He loves you. He will help you with a way out. “No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.” (1 Cor. 10:13)

Just don’t hide anymore, my friend. . .

Prayer: Father, I want to make you proud. I want to do good. I want to have it all together sometimes. Help me to see what you see about me, that may need to change. I am not afraid to grow, for it is you who wills and who works righteousness in me, by your grace. Today, I submit ____ to you. I need your help to change. Show me a new way. Lead me in your way. Grow me in love. Thank you for bringing this to the surface. I trust you with this, In Jesus’ Mighty Name. Amen.

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When People Doubt You

My tooth wouldn’t stop throbbing. It was swollen at the gums. An infection had hit the root. And now, it had been a year of enduring the pain, while visiting a specialist for treatments and such.

I needed a God-intervention.

At church one day, I knew I needed prayer. I approached a woman to pray after church. I stood before her with great expectation. God can help this situation. But instead of praying, she gave me a long-winded testimony of a person who had a tooth infection just like mine that spread to their brain.

I went for prayer; I left with fear — and a heart thumping.

Her negative testimony outflowing zapped my faith for a positive testimony forthcoming.

Has that ever happened to you? Have you ever come to someone with faith, but left with fear? Have you ever approached someone for hope, and left with a heavy bag of advice?

For me, post meeting with this woman, I had to decide, “Her story is not my story.” I had to separate her negative faith for the situation from my story, so that I could hope again.

We must not only be careful of the songs we hear or the movies that we watch, but also the words of doubt and discouragement we hear from others.

“But he must ask in faith, without doubting, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not expect to receive anything from the Lord.” (James 1:6-7)

What is the practical wisdom in this?

1. Be wise about who you share your problems with. If they are a doubter, a discourager or a person who loves to share advice, find a new person to pray for you.

2. Be strong to stop negative people. Just because they have a story doesn’t mean you are obligated to listen. When this woman shared her negative story with me, I stopped her. I told her I really just wanted prayer.

3. Ask God: Has my faith been depleted because of people’s discouraging words? Perhaps, say, “I come out of agreement that what happened to them, will happen to me.” Acknowledge that it is fear.

Many people create theologies around fear. Because God didn’t show up for them, they figure God won’t show up for others.

“They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that!” (2 Tim. 3:5 NLT)

We should not hang out with people denying God’s power or faith for it, but we should adjust course to be near “believers”. That’s what we are called, right? Believers.

So, let’s believe. And, when others come to us for prayer? Let’s believe with them, too!

And, regarding my tooth? I never got a brain infection. I did get a tooth removed in the back of my lower left jaw. The pain is gone (Praise God!). Pray that God gives me great wisdom on if I should do an implant or not. I believe He will — and I believe you are believing with me!

Prayer: Father, give us wisdom on what we hear. Give us wisdom with those we share with. Not everyone should know everything about us. Also, Father? Show us where we have dumbed down faith because of other people’s negative testimony. Help us to remember: their story is not our story. We have no idea the background or what You were doing with them. Help us to believe boldly. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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You’re Invited: Join Something Bigger Than You

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’m at one of those junctures of life: I want more of God.

I’ll explain it more practically: Have you ever had a food that you really, really love? Maybe it is a croissant at your local coffee store or a fruit that you just can’t get enough of…so, daily, you keep buying it. Day after day, you cannot get enough.

Until one day, much like eating the 20th bite of a yummy dessert, the amazingness of the flavor loses its taste and wears off. After all those bites, the dessert gets – normal not exceptional.

Ever experienced this? Well, I’ll admit, at times, I get this way with God.

During these times The Word of God is still active, but it may feel less penetrative. Over the years, I’ve learned, God is likely calling me to meet Him other ways – via worship, prayer or stepping out in faith on something…

When things go dry – it is vital to ask, “Why”?

Often, we think we need to – know God more, when God may be calling us to – step out in faith more. To live out His Word more.

Is He nudging on your heart right now? you feel a nudge on your heart – that this is for you… That you are being called to step out . To move in ministry. To impact the world. Maybe you don’t know how…

Do you want to find your calling? Do you want to – live meaning?

Studies show: Finding meaning is what creates true happiness.

If this is you, I encourage you to ​apply to the 2nd “Calling Cultivator Pilot”​.

The first “Calling Cultivator Pilot,” the results were solid. Many applied, few were chosen. Lives were touched, many got blessed. Women are continuing in their calling… It was a success.

However, I want to roll out “Calling Cultivator Pilot II” in a more practical format… I believe, as we start small, God will give us wisdom on our big call. Even more, together, we can form a collaborative ministry with great capacity to expand, to raise up leaders, mentors and teachers from these very groups. I may be getting ahead of myself….

This is where we are starting.

Calling Cultivator Pilot II (“Be a Blessing” Army of Women):

Choose the 1 area you are most called to (apply here):

  1. “Pies & Prayer” – We started this in my family. Here’s how it goes: You buy or make a pie/goodie. You pray and ask God to give you wisdom on who may need encouragement… As you go to the person’s house or meet them on the street you let them know how God led you to them and ask if they need prayer. Then, you pray and talk about Jesus. God has led our family to people about to commit suicide, to those who just came out of the hospital and to those in desperate need.
  2. “Bibles & Sticky Notes” – We have also done this as a family. Here’s how it works: Ask a church if they have unused bibles (let them know your intent to give them away). A lot of churches have old bibles. Then, when you are on the road, drop them outside a rest stop (or grocery stores or anywhere else). Add a sticky note with a word of encouragement, a verse or hope for the person who picks them up. Alternately, scripture notecards can be inserted in library books.
  3. “Rara Encouragers” – Encourage. If you are at the grocery store, give the cashier a word of encouragement. If you are at the coffee store, encourage. Mention The Lord as you are prompted. Notice the beauty God has put in people and tell them. Send notes. Write cards. Be the light to the person who is grumbling. Tell them what good you see in them, because of God.
  4. “Giving Girls” – You are a giver. You will give to the poor. You will notice the person in church in need and give them something you own or something you bought. You will give a meal. You will give a hug. You will give a craft that shines Jesus’ light. You will give one of your favorite pieces of jewelry to a woman who feels completely undeserving but amazed at God, because you gave it. you will give a large tip to a waitress. Big or small, you will give and point to our BIG God.
  5. “Love the Body of Christ” – This is meant for those who really love the church and who want to build up the body. You are called to such things as – encouraging the encouragers (the pastors, the leaders), noticing the servant who is unseen, recognizing the new person at church, bringing a card of appreciation to a seat-setter upper, praying for leadership, emailing thanks to the pastor, praying for the people who attend your church.
  6. “Power Prayer Warriors” – You will highlight specific people to pray for and pray. You will pray for this “Blessing Army” ministry with the others in your group. You will pray for what God leads you to pray for as a group. You are called to be an intercessor.
  7. “Mom & Women Blessers” – The two groups from Pilot 1 are currently doing this. You are welcome to join in on mentoring younger women and helping to assist women in need. For instance, have a dinner or a coffee hour and invite women over. Set up the group with both fun and deep spiritual questions.This is very important to Jesus.

Pick a group from above.

Over time, there will be many passion groups that will form. They will grow into different things as God leads, but this is our starting point. Let’s do this together.

Within your group, you will: – Pray – Be equipped for the mission – Encourage one another and be accountable. – Share testimonies of success. – Come up with new ideas – Speak about what God is teaching you – Learn how to evangelize out of these open-door opportunities – Grow as a leader – Discern your calling – Learn Discipleship – Down the road, have opportunities to speak or teach in the larger group.

Are you interested? ​Apply here.​ All I require is that you be committed.

Commitment: – Eight Weeks. – Available for one of the two launch calls (where I will present the whole program), texting, weekly meet up calls with your group, and final results call. Note: Your group size will depend on the response size.

​Apply here.​

Prayer: Father, give me courage. Help me to step out if you are calling me to do so. I don’t want material happiness that comes and goes, I want real meaning. I want purpose. I want to impact this world and build an eternal inhertance. Give me courage to step out and to follow through.

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The Key That Holds Everything

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I tremendously appreciated the day cars got keyless entry… It felt like a groundbreaking day. Now Kelly, with five grocery bags in hand, didn’t have to do weight-bearing gymnastics to somehow dig her keys out of her bag to get the door to the car unlocked. Nor did she have to set everything down and spend 5 minutes finding what she was looking for to get in the car. Now, thanks to keyless entry, doors unlock at my arrival! Victory!

There is something else that unlocks things: love.

I am continually mesmerized and provoked by this verse: “Love never fails.” (1 Cor. 13:8)

If a person goes off on me on the highway, sticking their middle finger up at me, and I choose love? This love will not fail.
If someone misunderstands me and I am patient and kind anyway, choosing love… this love will not fail.
If a colleague accuses me of something I did not do, and I respond patiently… this will not fail.
If I have something that I think must be said, but out of kindness, I take the right moment to release the words, this love will not fail.

Love cannot fail. What I do out of love… will. not. fail.

Scripture doesn’t say love will not fail, only to then see it fail. “God is not a man, that He should lie…” (Nu. 23:19)

We may not see the result immediately. We may not know how our love touches a person profoundly. We may not behold it working in a way that is earthly, but all the same, small choices will have a big impact spiritually, relationally, practically, or eternally.

Love will not fail. Your love won’t fail. My love won’t fail.

With this, I wonder, where are you being called to love more (even on a very granular level)?

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.” (1 Cor. 13:4-7)

Embarrassing truth? I am not a great listener. Rather, I am more of an orchestrator of comeback thoughts in my mind. I do this because I fear I may forget my point, so sometimes I interrupt people. This form of impatience hinders love that is patient. For me to love in a greater capacity? God is calling me to lay down my good ideas, strong comebacks, key points, and sage wisdom to really listen and to hear people. To give them and their stories center stage. Then, I can really hear.

All this makes sense, for in a world that is moving 10,000 miles per hour, with people talking at us from every which direction, perhaps what people really need is to be heard more than to have someone tell them things. In this, I can trust that this patient love will not fail. In fact, it will succeed. In humility, I will love others as I listen. Patience will complete its perfect work (Ja. 1:4).

I then can come to the table with expectancy, as I ask, “How will this love succeed?” Maybe even God will let me see.

Patience listens. That’s what I am compelled to work on, but what about you? Where might Holy Spirit be nudging or tugging you to do something new? What would it look like for you to practice? How can you attach faith or expectancy to this new action? How can you encourage yourself that this love will never fail?

Prayer: Father, thank You that You love me. Thank You that You sent Your Son to die, in love, for me. I am so grateful. Help me to be love, as You are love. Show me how to love more. Help me to trust You with me as I lay down my life in love and for love. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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When Hurts Don’t Heal or Help

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My son dragged me into it. I didn’t want to cross my eyes. It hurt. I kept trying, hoping to please him. Yet, I failed. Only he could turn two images into one 3-D image by crossing his eyes.

Once he conquered that technique, he moved on to a video. There, a girl named Mara rapidly flashed up complex onscreen images and, in each one, my son found a super-small thing wrong with them.

“There,” he said, eyes crossed in order to spot the error visually. He pointed out a small, centimeter-sized error in the mix of hundreds of M&M candies.

The next image flashed up.

“I see what’s wrong here!” He’d notice the rice-sized error amidst 99.9% of the page, which was completely fine.

The host, “Mara,” ran through picture after picture, pointing out error after error.

And, as she did, something struck me:

“Mara” in Hebrew means “Bitter’:

“She said to them, “Don’t call me Naomi. Call me Mara; for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me.” (Ruth 1:20)

Ahh…I was seeing something. “Maras” can’t help but find errors. Things people should have done. What isn’t right in a church. What a husband should be doing. What is wrong with a person.

Why? Because bitter people don’t see the better portion, they see through a bitter perspective.

Maras find minuscule problems in an image that is 99.9% a-okay.

Friends, I’ve been a Mara, at times. Upset at people who didn’t understand me. Bitter at those who didn’t do what was right. “Mara” at what should have been. Negative.

Indeed, in the book of Ruth, Naomi became bitter after her grief and loss, but my question today is — where might you be bitter? Where have you become critical and nitpicky? Even in the name of religion. Is this the sort of person you long to be?

As I watched this, online “Mara” nit-pick errors, I realized, this is not where I want to be…

Ick. I am over it.

Bitter Maras constantly pick out errors (faults, criticism, things wrong, pessimistic ways), even in pictures that are 99.9% all right.

God’s way is not annoyance, it is faith, hope, and love founded in a mind that thinks about what is true, noble and right.

“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” (Phil. 4:8 NIV)

So, today, I’m ditching any bitter way of seeing for a better way of thinking. God’s best.

Life’s too short for bitter, when it is love that never fails. Bitterness only works to make me sour, love makes me to never fail, when all my days are said and done.

What about you? What might you need to leave behind today?

Prayer: Father, thank you that today I am ditching “bitter’ for your “better”. Forgive me for holding things against people, when you have held nothing against me, thanks to Jesus. Forgive me for thinking I am entitled to more. I’ve operated in pride. I’ve demanded things. You sent Your Son, as lowly and, through Him gave me everything. I am so thankful. I am so grateful. Help me to see what I do have, in You, through You, and to give honor back to You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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Healing Lukewarmness

As fast as I drank it, I spit it out. The sourness and bitterness not only offended my taste buds, but all my senses. I couldn’t consume bad cream. Ick! Nasty!

I didn’t only spit it out once, but did it again. The aftertaste and me? We didn’t jive.

After this horrible encounter with coffee, I just sat there in the car humming down the highway, and thought about how bad sourness in coffee tastes. How it must be spit out. There is no other alternative.

I sort of understood God when He said:

“But because you are lukewarm, neither hot nor cold, I am going to spit you out of my mouth!” (Rev. 3:16)

Some Bible translations say, “I am going to vomit you out of my mouth.”

God can’t keep the lukewarm in His mouth. And, He who is bitter and sour gets lukewarm. It’s just that simple.

And honestly, friends?

That person is me… I have soured a little on the show and lights of church; I just want Jesus. I have gotten a bit bitter about how the bride of Christ treats each other online. I’m offended by offense.

Here, this makes me wonder: does my sourness leading to lukewarm-ness make God want to vomit?

I can’t run from the idea.

Sourness and bitterness are so contrary to the nature of God I realize I absolutely must buoy them up and jettison them out, immediately.

What about you? Have you gotten sour or bitter anywhere? Are you angry at a spouse? Bitter about a leader? Offended by a person?

Hey, I get it. But, does God?

The issue at hand is — bitterness and sourness of heart cause a stepping back from God. They make for lukewarm-ness. We can’t be enthralled with Him when we are engaged in offense.

Plus, offended and sour can’t taste good to Him who is complete love.

We either align with God or live in pain. Today, I know what I’m choosing…

For me? I spit out what God would want to spit out… I actually breathe it out, naturally, to agree that I am letting go of it spiritually.

Prayer:
Father, I get annoyed and frustrated. I don’t want to be bitter and sour anymore. I know you have given me a gift of understanding from you, but help me not to turn it into a weapon against those believers who may not see the same. It’s only by your grace I can see anyway. You are patient and kind and so was Jesus. Make me like you, in every single way, at all times. Make me to be the love that you know, that you are. Today, I jettison all my bitterness and sourness into your hands and leave it there. It tastes horrible. Remove all remnants out of me! I let go. I receive your empowerment by your Holy Spirit and the grace of God. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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It’s Okay to Admit You Need Help

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I Don’t Know What Is Wrong with Me!? Why Aren’t I Doing Better?

These are the kinds of things I keep wondering about…

I know I should be writing to you all more. I know I have wellsprings from the Lord to release. I know I should be following through on a new podcast and video work. I know it. I really know it. I deeply know it. I keep looking at the fact that I know it.

So, there is that.

And I can celebrate some things, like the successful Cultivating Calling Pilot, which I will reach out to you about regarding Round II soon…

However, after a reader reached out to me yesterday asking why I am not writing, I had to consider the answer. Here’s why:

  1. Hormones. To stay emotionally balanced, I really have to keep my eating on track.
  2. Sleep. I think #1 is causing issues with #2.

Plus, to dig deeper—which is always an important thing to do—I’d be lying if I didn’t acknowledge a couple of other things:

  1. I keep getting distracted by my phone. In idle moments, I see my phone, pick it up, and get dragged somewhere else. It’s horrible to admit, but yesterday my phone showed me a summary of how long I was on it. I was so shocked that, today, I can’t even tell you the number.
  2. I keep getting caught up in the world—news, sports, random scrolling, and asking ChatGPT health questions. Ugh.

But I now see it: scrolling is quietly stealing my calling. I see it. I hate it. I’m not happy about it.

You all will be proud of me, though. Right now, I left my phone upstairs so I could write this. I did good.

When I sat down to write this morning at 5:15 a.m., my computer battery was in the red. It occurred to me that if a computer battery is red, you don’t just sit around and stare at the red bar. You run, fast, and get the charger. You get it help, fast.

So today, I am running fast to get the help and charge I need.

Today, I’m running to you all to ask: Can you pray for me? Pray that I get great sleep and ditch that stupid phone so I can clearly see God’s call. Pray that I will obediently go all out, by His power, with HIs faith, and by His leading. God, help me!

I need your prayers, friends. Maybe you need help too…

It’s okay to need help. To admit our need. To acknowledge where we are. To ask for help. To receive prayer. We are not bad because we need help. We don’t need a ten-point advice plan. We just need prayer. That’s okay.

There is no shame in being honest or in asking for help.

Remember Peter’s conversation with Jesus as Jesus washed the disciples’ feet:

“No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.” Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.” (John 13:8 NIV)

Humility looks like receiving help.

When we receive help, we are often receiving the very ministry of Jesus that many of us keep searching for. We think help is not there, but God has placed someone there to help us—if only we will see them and be honest with them.

Sometimes we are too proud to ask for help. Sometimes I am too proud to ask for help.

How do you need help today, dear friend and child of God, filled with purposeful faith?

Maybe acknowledge where your battery is in the red. Share it with a friend and ask for prayer. Ask me! I’ll pray for you.

Why?

Because prayer works.

It does.

I fully expect your prayers will help me.

It’s okay to be in need.

And one more thing — I just want you all to know that every one of you is tremendously amazing in my eyes. I only wish I could hug you and let you know how valuable you are in God’s eyes. I hope we can meet someday. If not here, then in heaven… Hopefully, we can meet at a joyous praise party as we lift His name higher together.

Won’t that be wonderful?

Love,

Kelly

Prayer: Father, sometimes we do what we don’t want to do, even after we’ve decided we’re not going to do it. Then we go right back and do it again. It is so frustrating.Father, will You help us let go of the things that keep us from You? Will You give us grace and empower us to do a new thing and walk a new way? Help us not to define ourselves by our shortcomings or mistakes. Instead, help us fix our eyes on You and Your great power to help us.

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Finding God in the Darkness

What if…

What happens when…?

Will I be okay…?

I couldn’t ignore the fact that this particular family member was especially worried. I couldn’t blame them. I’ve certainly been there before…

Will it be okay?

Will I make it?

How is it all going to work out?

Friend, maybe you’re there today. Maybe there are things that look impossible, improbable, or intentionally set against you. We all have moments when it seems we’re bumping up against an immovable mountain. I get it. I understand the feelings. I know the quagmire. In many ways, I can relate to the fear.

At the same time, I know what God says: Do not fear.

Some may say this is a command of God, and while that is true, I also believe it reveals the heart of God—that we would trust Him. That we would believe His heart toward us is good and His intentions toward us are kind. Even more, that when it comes to His work in our lives, He is able.

It’s easy to say in theory, “Don’t worry. Trust God. Just do it.”

But what does that look like in actuality? In reality? When the rubber meets the road?

I asked God about this the other morning as I sat outside and stared into the wide-open sky. There, I thought about how if you look for an animal in the clouds, you’ll find one.

What you search for, you will find.

What you look for, you will see.

If I’m looking for an animal shape in the clouds, I’ll see one.

If I’m looking for things to worry about, I’ll find them.

If I’m looking for the worst-case scenario, I’ll see it.

“For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.” (Proverbs 23:7 NKJV)

What if, instead of looking for gloomy things, we looked for sunny things? Namely, the Son.

What is God doing?

What is God saying?

How is God moving?

“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” (Philippians 4:8)

God is doing good things. There is a sun somewhere in that gloomy sky. Even if it’s hidden behind the clouds, it’s still there.

Find it.

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When You Brace for the Worst

Walking outside, my body settled into a rhythm and my mind trailed off into prayer that likely sounded like, “God help me today… God lead me in my ways…”

But then I heard something. Something coming at me. A dog, running at full speed. Behind me. It was coming, fast. Mentally, I braced myself for impact. I was about to go down.

My heart beat a million miles an hour, my head wanted to duck for cover, my face contorted and tightened for impact…and then, the dog came and stopped alongside me.

It looked at me, almost asking, “Will you pet me?”

I exhaled. I was okay.

The owner screamed out, “Sorry to scare you. I usually let my dog run home.”

“It’s fine.” I answered.

But, was I fine? Why did I brace for the worst? Why did I expect the impact?

When life has hit a million times, I guess you keep on expecting that it will. When the worst has come and hit, something in you says, this is going to happen all over again.

Ever been there? Where have you been repeatedly hit?

And, might you – like me – expect the worst? Be bracing for what is bad?

To brace is an expectation; it is to tighten, to cover, to hide, to agonize. To trust is also an expectation: it is to lean on God and trust His protecting.

How do I change my unconscious instinct?

Well, I certainly don’t tell myself not to do it. Did you know that people who have a “Don’t let your dog pee on my yard” sign actually have yards that are more peed all over? We resist hard instruction.

What I do, instead is — even in the heat of a high-fearing moment — pause.

I pause and say, “God, You will protect me; I trust You.”

Even if the worst still does happen, God can still work it all out for the best. I really can trust Him! The bark may be loud, but the bite (in retrospect of all that has ever happened to me) has never had real impact!

What about you?

Friends, God’s protection is real.

Prayer: Father, raw fear is scary. Having disaster loom over you is the worst. Help me, in moments where I feel out of control, to remember You, Father. I have a Father who loves me and protects me. I can trust You. May I really do that. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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